Easter tears, Special loves

As the Easter season is upon us, I think of my NanNan. For those who knew her, she brightened our hearts. I believe very strongly that she and Kendall met briefly during her time at MUSC undergoing heart surgery. I know that NanNan left a little of her own heart in Kendall's - I see that fight in her each day. I witness that special spark as Kendall laughs. I feel the love in each little kiss.


As I think about renewed life, I also carry a little sadness. It's a selfish feeling that I have because I miss my NanNan on this Earth. It's been 6 years since her untimely departure, but I know that where she is, there is nothing but love and warmth. 


So I share these thoughts with you this evening, my heart2heart for you tonight. It's not meant to bring tears (although they are running freely for me) but to remember those who have gone before us and to rejoice for where they are for eternity.

Me & NanNan, August 21, 2004

SPECIAL LOVE

You brightened my days.
You wiped my tears.
You held my hand when it was empty.
 
I know you are in a sweet place.
I know you are loved.
I know you love them.

But I miss you dearly.
I miss the way you smiled.
I want to hear you whisper that you love me.

As I grew, you never aged.
You were the same NanNan that held me.
You showered me with love and grace.

I hold onto that grace even now.
I hear you in the quiet times.
I laugh with you in the loud ones.

One day I'll see you again.
I'll tell you thank you for what you've left.
You'll tell me ... I already know my dear.
I already know.